Progress, like many things, is in the eye of the beholder. One person’s step forward is someone else’s one step too many.

What’s wrong, one will argue, with the status quo? What’s wrong with familiarity and routine and the way things have always been, or always been done? A serious asking of such questions betrays a certain fear.

I’m as much a creature of habit as anyone, but a static existence is a waste of space and time and oxygen. One could argue that any advancement or discovery in any field has come because someone couldn’t just sit still and do nothing. They weren’t content to let the world go by without changing it, without finding a better way. Some among us are indeed endlessly curious, restless, dissatisfied, driven. Possessing ideas deserving of the light of day. This is what has brought us from oil lamps to LEDs, from horseback to rocket power, from poultices to gene therapy.

Still, I’m trying to get my head around this Jobsian notion that we can’t live without things we initially didn’t know we needed. Are we easily seduced by slick and shiny things? Are we lacking such vision that we need some sort of prophet to show us the way and tell us what we’re missing? Are some people somehow able to  glimpse the future, allowing them to see what others can’t see?

Sometimes it feels like we’re moving too fast, that technology is outpacing our capacity for adaptation and proper grasp of implications. Sometimes it feels like we’re skipping some steps.

Spoken like a true dinosaur, I suppose.

The winners write the history, or so I’ve heard.  It makes sense, but it also casts a pall on objectivity and accuracy, and in some ways everything I ever learned from a history book.  Whose history is it? It’s like we’ve been fed a line all our lives, like the truth is still out there.

And it leaves people out- namely the ones on the losing side. What’s their perspective, or don’t they get one? Think slavery. Think of the machinations and motives behind just about any war. Think westward expansion and manifest destiny. Whose idea was Manifest Destiny, anyway, and what was the color of his/her skin?

Lately, it’s like Toto is pulling back the curtain on everything.

Was able to get out to LRT before things started at the seminary yesterday morning. I’m glad I was able to do it then. It was totally deserted, quiet except for a passing jet, some rustling leaves and birds in the trees. Interesting clouds, too.

The workshop itself? It was ok, though it had me wondering if there’s anything new under the sun.

What we see, most days, is what’s in front of us. In the form of obligations to spouse and family and job. In the form of road blocks and opportunities, good news and bad.

The sun keeps rising and setting, some days hidden behind the clouds. The nighttime sky reveals glimpses of the universe obscured by the light of day.

The thought of how small we are is troubling to some. It’s never bothered me. It is what it is. Which isn’t to say I never suffer existential angst, or contemplate ultimate meaning, or search for some elusive larger Truth. As for the fear of being alone in the universe? Meh.

Most days are pretty earthbound… What’s for breakfast? Time for coffee. Better mow the lawn. Should probably schedule some visits.

I do get caught up in the news of the day, troubled by the fact that there are many people who feel everything is as it should be: the right person is in the White House and he has surrounded himself with a most marvelous cast of characters. Or maybe that cast of henchmen and women have the perfect, pliable, clueless puppet as their boss.

Whatever. I just want to see a meteor, a rainbow, some peak Fall foliage- anything that cleanses the palate and reminds me that there’s more going on than what’s meeting the eye.

Opinions on how things are going in general- how life is going for someone- are shaped by a number of factors. A person recovering from Harvey or Maria or the fires in northern California or the senseless carnage in Las Vegas is likely to have a different take than someone who glides through the day with a roof over their head and no interruption in their WIFI.

A bible-thumping conservative may think things are ok or even great, while the average liberal-leaning progressive has been periodically apoplectic since Nov. 8 of last year. What’s striking to me is the gap that exists between the two camps, along with the irony of bible-loving Christians who apparently are unfamiliar with the New Testament or read only the parts that seem to support their fossilized views.

It is difficult to ignore the disconnect that exists between those with a more reasoned, open-eyed understanding of scripture and the tenor and tone of proposed legislation emanating from the party in power right now.

It’s ironic- the party with the loudest voices touting Christian values is now the party of Donald Trump, “leader of the free world” who seems not to give a damn about the world or its people. Or leading, for that matter.

The latest offerings from the long-range forecasters have the local neck of the woods above normal for temps, and with average precipitation for the coming winter.

This is what I always prefer to hear: “It will snow every day from December 1 to March 1, with average temperatures around 30 degrees, night time lows around 25. And hardly any wind.”

That might be a bit much. How about a nor’easter every ten days? With some time for pond skating along the way.  Too much to ask?

As long as winter is a season we must deal with, we might as well be able to enjoy it somehow.

 

 

Three million should count for something. It’s not ten or a thousand or even a hundred thousand. It’s not a statistical anomaly, a margin of error.

It’s weird to think that in the end, three million votes didn’t really matter. Though it might go a long way in explaining the uproar since November 8, 2016, why a lot of people aren’t “dealing with” the presidency of a man who shouldn’t be left in charge of a lemonade stand, much less the whole country.

Bill and Louise- not their real names- once lived in a 1970s-era split level, in a quiet suburb of a southeastern Pennsylvania city. Bill was a Navy man, served as a cook on a ship during WWII and endlessly proud of that fact.

Louise is Bill’s wife. Both are in their early 90s, facing various physical and medical challenges one might expect to encounter in one’s early 90s. Bill had an episode a few years back that led to an unrenewable driver’s license and the sale of his car. Louise never learned to drive, or if she did, hasn’t been behind the wheel in a long time.

Bill and Louise have no children and very few nearby relatives. They had good neighbors in their little piece of suburbia. Neighbors who checked in on them, brought them meals, took them to doctor appointments and the grocery store, took over the check book and paid the bills.

A while back, Louise suffered a fall at the house. She never came home. After the hospital came rehab, to which there was a lackluster response. In the midst of all that, Bill needed several hospitalizations which ended in residence at a local nursing care facility.

He and Louise were in different facilities for a time. They are back together now, in a county-run nursing home, in a non-descript room with two beds, a dresser, a television, and a lot of time on their hands.

They fight a lot. Louise is the physical manifestation of melancholy and depression. She misses her “nice things” at the house. Bill sits by, weary and frail yet somehow still possessing a spark, unable to provide consolation or comfort.

There is nothing but time now, for life review and trips down memory lane. There is the stark realization that after a life that has spanned at least nine decades, it has come down to a non-descript room with two beds, a dresser, and a television.

In some ways, each has been all the other has ever had. But now that’s not enough.

A trip to Longwood Gardens is an event pleasing on many levels, especially when the Bird of Paradise, aka crane flowers, are blooming. You can find them in the Orangery- the high-ceilinged main walkway in the Conservatory, bordering one of the manicured lawns.

 

Who doesn’t, on occasion, dream of being freed from the weight of expectations and tradition? Or even the “rule of law.” There’s one for ya- the rule of law. It’s a convenient weapon rolled out from time to time by those who just can’t handle the truth of an ever-increasing diversity of cultures and color and perspective.

Freedom is an illusion. I suppose I could argue that I have the “freedom” to do whatever I want, because this is America and no one takes my guns away.

Freedom is often spoken of as an absolute, or at least a birthright, when at best it is another concept treated in relative terms. Not everyone is born equal, for starters.

Any member of a civil society is not free in an absolute way. There are obligations and responsibilities. And yes, prohibitions. Of course, debate ensues regarding whether or not these things apply to all, or to some more than others.

It may seem that we most days operate with a certain autonomy- no one tells us what time to get up in the morning, we can make a trip to the store or mow the lawn as needed, we can hit the road and get away for the weekend, we can read a book or sit in front of a computer screen or TV for hours on end.  I guess you could call this freedom- it’s what we make it, what we tell ourselves.

But freedom to just do or say whatever we want? That’s never been the deal.