What’s It Gonna Be?

The Supreme Court ain’t so supreme, of late.

Maybe it has always benefited from a certain undeserved mystique- its members aren’t gods, after all, just human beings tasked with important work. Justices over the years have produced many landmark decisions seemingly based on a sincere and fair treatment of testimony and applicable law, even charting new ground from time to time, especially when it comes to human rights and bodily autonomy.

Lately, though, there seems to be some backsliding. More suspicion, more doubt, more finger pointing in the direction of a hand-picked conservative majority on a mission to, oh, I don’t know, tighten things up, bring us back to a “better” place that pleases straight, white Christians everywhere.

In the midst of the Trump mess, the court seems to not want to stick its neck out and abide by the 14th Amendment provision of forbidding insurrectionists from running for office. Though he hasn’t been accused yet, many know what Trump did and who and what he really is, and how dangerous he has become.

So maybe it comes down to how closely the court adheres to the letter of the law, along with its efforts to reel in the temptation to react to certain public sentiment, and to what many are seeing with their own eyes: Trump running roughshod over, and even making a mockery of certain norms that have long served as guardrails.

Sometimes it looks like nothing can be done to make him go away.

Complicated?

I’m just a male who by nature cannot speak from experience about the affliction in question. That said, the Clancy murder case in Massachusetts involving 3 dead children and a mother apparently suffering from post-partum depression has been front and center the past few days.

There’s a hung jury now, and much of the commentary I’ve heard focuses on the need to understand PPD better than it’s been understood to this point. What doesn’t sit well with me—and, yes, this is without the benefit of hearing courtroom testimony—is the nagging thought that this mother and/or her defense team are cunning enough to get sentiment behind her, use post-partum depression as the reasonable doubt that will absolve her of any criminal wrong-doing. Because she just wasn’t herself…

I assume motives and character and potential duration of the psychosis were addressed during testimony and apparently did not emerge as issues, with the possible exception of one juror, when it came to trying to reach a verdict. It is difficult for me to accept the possibility that this condition was so all-consuming and affectively obstructive that the mother was unable to recognize or process the gravity and depravity of what she was doing.

She strangled her three children ranging in age from 8 months to five years, and her defense team apparently convinced all but one juror that their client was psychologically, emotionally, and in all other ways incapable of comprehending the abominable nature and consequences of what she wrought. And thus, should not receive jail time for her actions.

There’s a certain reasonableness to that, but it still feels a bit too convenient. And now that Clancy’s lawyer has asked Donald Trump to pardon her, I’m a bit more skeptical.

Unsettled

Daily writing prompt
Have you ever regretted reading a book — which one and why?

Yes and no, because it hastened an evolution in thought, added dimension and fuel to a line of reasoning and a change of heart that had already been stewing in me during the last three or four years I was an active ordained Lutheran minister. It cast something of a pall over all the years I spent telling people to keep the faith, that there was something hope-filled to hold onto. I had gotten to the point where I could no longer rightfully and honestly do that, which contributed to my decision to retire five years ago.

Then, two or three years ago, I read Sapiens, by Yuval Noah Harari. I had seen interviews with him on The Daily Show and with Stephen Colbert, I think, and his ideas intrigued me. His delivery felt well-reasoned, and sincere. He didn’t strike me as being just another pompous skeptic.

So, rather than buying a Kindle version, which I would normally do, I bought a paperback version of the book and read it and marked it up and came away more thoroughly convinced– though still not totally convinced– that religion is a construct, a crutch. Something humans create in the absence of knowledge and evidence and explanations, a hedge against death. A God of the gaps that my seminary professors critiqued and downplayed and warned us beware.

Of the modest number of books I’ve ever read from cover to cover, this is the one that has burrowed the deepest into my psyche and given me much to think about.

Low Point

He won’t be remembered for anything helpful or good. In fact, he may not be remembered at all. Many will do their best to forget him.

He just wanted to build stuff and slap his name on it, put his mug shot on a $250 bill, line his pockets with one grift after another. His ambitions had little to do with competent governance and leadership.

His run has been one long, visionless power trip and stupendously pathetic and ruinous shit show. His second term might be called a revenge tour, a journey to ignominy and irrelevance. All at great cost, a cost he just can’t be bothered by. He’s freakishly selfish and shallow, over-the-top garish, and completely oblivious to any need besides his own.

He only cares about his legacy, in a way similar to how a mutt marks its territory.

You’ve outdone yourself, Donny. Kudos.

Opposite Ends

Daily writing prompt
What’s the best and worst airport you’ve been to?

TVC– Traverse City, Michigan is my new favorite. My first impression is that of a small, accessible, functional airport, staffed by people who do their jobs well.

On the other end, I’d have to say ORD- O’Hare International in Chicago. There have been very few layovers which didn’t involve a long, sometimes brisk walk from one terminal to another. And it’s always so crowded, which shouldn’t come as a surprise, since it continues to hover around the top of the list of busiest airports in the world.

Familiarity breeds… something

Daily writing prompt
What’s the most annoying trope in books or movies?

I’m not sure this would be considered a trope, but CGI is still quite detectable even in brand new films. The tech itself is still less than convincing, even after all the iterations and advances, in all the Marvel Universe movies, for example– which I only ever see the ads for but have never actually watched, other than the early Spiderman and Iron Man offerings.

The tech/special effects have improved since the first round of Superman movies with Christopher Reeve, but it still doesn’t do much for me.

Then there are the usual themes concerning human relationships and bad guys and quests and macguffins– not necessarily annoying, maybe just so plentiful and tired, over-used, contrived, yet necessary for advancing a plot.

You Think?

Has anyone given thought to the possibility that the reason Iran can still be a thorn in our side militarily is because it is receiving weapons and intelligence from Russia and China?

Has anyone given thought to the likelihood that civilian and military leadership, starting with the President and the Secretary of Defense, is dangerously inadequate and clueless?

Has anyone lent any credence to the notion that our entrance into war with Iran was done pretty much on a whim, as someone’s bright idea to create a huge distraction? Well, that and making Bibi happy.

It’s enough to get one thinking that Donald Trump and the rest are just blowing smoke, stringing us out, keeping the wolves at bay and the markets buoyant by saying things that aren’t true—like talks are progressing, or Iran will soon be out of ammo, or tariffs are a cure-all for whatever ails us and they won’t piss anyone off.

Oh, and anyone who doesn’t like Donald won’t be able to vote in November.

Reality Check

Every now and then, I’m tempted to change the tag line, or whatever it’s called, underneath the name of my blog.  

“Just a little more than usual” is what I decided on. I look at that sometimes and I’m embarrassed. I wonder what I was thinking, what that even means. Was I being presumptuous, a bit cocky, trying somehow to distinguish myself and tell any prospective readers that they could expect something more from me in the way of depth or style or insight? Probably.

Except I’ve come to realize that maybe I should have cooled my jets a bit, and titled the blog with some other name—maybe Two Cents’, or Another County Heard From, or maybe One Cent.

I’ve been posting for a bit over nine years now, and some of what I’ve written I consider decent prose—thoughtful, reasoned, and honest. But there is also a fair amount of drivel, I think—reactive, shallow, repetitive, hardly worth a reader’s time. My goal is usually to write something worth reading, but I often use this as a forum for just getting things off my chest, or I’m trying to keep my Activity Streak going with a piece that turns out to be less than substantive.

The challenge I’ve given myself is to simply write something that I hope folks will want to read, and I appreciate everyone who regularly checks in or takes a first look, maybe even offers a like.

As I mentioned a while back, it is exhilarating to know that people from all over the world have read this blog– not many, but the fact that there is a connection with people from faraway places makes this a worthwhile endeavor.

Anyway, I’m contemplating changing the title and tag line of the site. Maybe to something that reflects a bit more humility and a more realistic assessment of my gifts, or lack thereof.

Do-Over

Daily writing prompt
If you could relive one year of your life, which one would it be?

As it actually unfolded, maybe my senior year at college. My two brothers were there, we all lived on the same floor, and there was a good crew of floormates who got along pretty well. It was a good year.

As it might have unfolded, or if I knew what I’ve come to learn about myself over the years, maybe the first year of our marriage. I would have tried to set a different tone somehow, been less self-interested, less clueless, more thoughtful, more persistent in certain ways– if any of that would have been possible.

Or maybe it would be any one-year period in which I was trying to figure out what to do with my life. As it is, it’s been a Forrest Gump-like situation without much of the serendipity. I would have been holding out for some clarity and a sense of direction.

Does a wild bear…?

Of course it’s unconstitutional!  Pretty much everything Trump has tried or succeeded at is either unconstitutional, bordering on unconstitutional, or just plain infantile and foolish. Anything he tries from here until November 3 should be viewed with suspicion.

Of course he’s up to something, and of course it’s likely to be some nefarious plan to screw somebody.

If it was anyone else trying this shit, they most likely wouldn’t get away with it or get this far, but Trump is banking on the power of his office and some apparently slick lawyering and people he assumes are in his pocket to make it further than most others would. Clamping down on mail-in ballots is of course intended to suppress Democrats’ votes. What else could it be?

The fact that he himself uses mail-in voting is not at issue—he’s Donald Trump and POTUS, unfortunately. He turns a blind eye to hypocrisy, so he has nothing to worry about on that front. But he and the rest of the posse of lowlife ass-kissers are seeing the writing on the wall and what may await them on the other side of November 3, so it’s no holds barred the rest of the way until Election Day.

Of course it’s unconstitutional or at least reeking with shady intent.

Take your pick of any multi-syllable word in that previous sentence, or string ‘em all together. It’s not a complete sentence, but you get the idea.

Brief Encounter

Daily writing prompt
What’s the bravest thing you’ve ever done when no one was watching?

Something that came to mind happened a long time ago, maybe during high school or a bit after. I was shoveling our driveway after a heavy snow and noticed two or three kids acting like typical wise guys– throwing snowballs at passing cars, kicking snow I had shoveled back into our driveway, maybe some other stuff– some details are lost to the passage of time.

In any event, I happened to appear as these shenanigans were unfolding and either said something or gave them a look, though I am by no means an intimidating figure. Two of the kids ran off, but one kid stopped and actually helped repair the minor damage they had done. I told him, “Nice friends you have there,” or some such thing, and he eventually walked off.

I don’t know how brave it was, or if it was all that risky to get involved, but I felt good about the outcome.