Soul Search

One can understand the fascination with religious faith, Christianity in particular.

Think about the ramifications, the implications of the offspring of the Creator of the Universe making an appearance, for a short time, on earth. It’s mind-blowing, really.

I so want to believe it is true, but it’s not easy to keep the faith. The journey from belief to cynicism, from faith to doubt, is not necessarily a long one.

The closer I get to calling it a day in this line of work, the less patience I have for people and God. Many people don’t try hard enough, and God seems, more often than not, to be a construct, a crutch, a fabrication born of fear and unknowing. I realize I’m not the first person to think or say these things, but apparently it’s my turn at the moment.

“I believe. Help my unbelief.”

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