Clarity

Daily writing prompt
Share one of the best gifts you’ve ever received.

I’m sitting here racking my brain– is it a material gift, a person, or an insight? Something else?

There was the Weber combination charcoal and gas grill I got for Father’s Day one year. There was the ten-speed bicycle I got for graduating high school. There were gifts received off the Christmas list we always submitted when we were kids, but the details are long forgotten. The bike has long since returned to the earth. Still using the grill, though.

I don’t think I’ve ever received anything of a material nature that has dropped my jaw or left me speechless. Happy and grateful, for a little while, but easy to move on from until the next thing comes along.

The best gift was when she said “yes” on an October afternoon, many years ago.

Agenda from Hell

Amateurs. Incompetent dabblers. Maybe feeling pretty smug, or possibly just trying to keep a stiff upper lip, project strength despite shaking in their boots, knowing that they’re operating in rarified air, loitering in places and situations that are too complicated and way out of their league.

Vance and Hegseth and the rest have their marching orders, though, all tucked under the umbrella of isolationism and America First and “saving democracy.” I’m surprised people still ascribe to such a time-tested failure.

A navel-gazing America, closing in on itself, is like an elephant trying to hide in a broom closet. We are in too deep all over the world to withdraw, to turn our backs, to shut down programs, to say, “You’re on your own.”

Mr. Lavrov is probably licking his chops over the opportunity to meet with Marco and company, while Mr. Zelenskyy wonders what has to happen to get heard, wonders where the salvation and real peace is going to come from if he can’t have a seat at the table.

The longer we go down this road of “flooding the zone” and absence of forethought, and cold-heartedness, and doing end runs around actual understanding and competence, the easier it becomes to draw conclusions about Trump and the whole lot of ass-kissers and out-of-touch rich kids: they don’t give a shit about real governance, or America. It’s not in their best interest, and it’s just too hard.

On a Shoestring

Daily writing prompt
Write about your approach to budgeting.

I should let my wife do it. I’ve always figured that we’d somehow get by, even though this laissez-faire attitude has caused a few angst-filled moments over the years.

Most everything we pay on a regular basis is done via automatic withdrawal, and I’ve always shown enough discipline from month to month to maintain a sufficient balance to cover expenses. It’s more that there’s never been much of a surplus. Apart from the congregations’ contributions to a pension fund over the years, I never made additional contributions and we were never able to save anything from my salaries.

We were, and still are living beyond our means, in a way. Pretty much paycheck to paycheck, on the church pension and our Social Security, though there might be a bit more breathing room lately.

When it comes to unexpected out-of-pocket expenses, I prioritize the payment schedule– medical bills in particular. I rationalize that the bottom line is such an arbitrary amount to begin with, I’m gonna be equally arbitrary in paying it off. In other words, they’ll get their money, but it won’t be in an exhorbitant lump sum like they sometimes bill it, and it may take a while.

I understand the importance of and wisdom in budgeting, but I’m not getting any younger and I figure I didn’t work all those years just so I could retire and only keep up with monthly expenses. If I want to splurge on a cold brew with a shot or a meal out, or a trip to see the kids, I’d like to be able to do that. Toward that end, we’ll have to communicate a bit better regarding where we actually stand. And we should probably be reviewing our monthly commitments and seeing if there are places ripe for cutting some waste.

And, depending on how things pan out with what’s going on in Washington, I may end up having to go back to work. That would be a revolting development.

Self-serving Arrogance

Instead of focusing on issues, on genuine need, the Trump administration is occupied with pettiness and payback and poisoning the water. It’s all damnable, inexcusable behavior, but of course many are offering two thumbs up.

The sheer volume of bullshit is staggering. The ease with which Project 2025 has been implemented, or at least introduced, is stunning, and disheartening. Court decisions appear to be the only impediments, the only weapon we have when it comes to keeping this takeover and dismantling at bay.

But what happens if Trump and the rest simply decide not to abide by lower court decisions—or even SCOTUS decisions, when they inevitably come? It’s a safe bet this will happen, which highlights how fragile, indeed, is our whole system. It’s always been a matter of enough people buying in.

There is no bedrock other than buy-in and trust in the rule of law, trust in actual experts who know things that are beneficial and efficacious. Trump and the rest are simply casting all that aside, as if it means nothing.

Embarrassed

Daily writing prompt
Are you patriotic? What does being patriotic mean to you?

I used to be. Not so much lately, if by patriotic one means a flag-waving, “America- love it or leave it” unquestioning allegiance. The whole concept of national pride isn’t holding as much water as it once did. It’s starting to feel provincial and naive. I’m tired of all the boasting and crowing and concern with “national interests.”

That being said, when the Olympics roll around, or there’s some other international sporting event, I still root for Americans most of the time.

I’m moved by the ideals and possibilities of what America could be, what the world could be– not by what we’re currently seeing and hearing from our so-called leaders.

Spilt Milk

The Dems lost their asses because they took the bait and tried to be like Trump, which we know to be a fool’s errand. Only Trump can be like Trump. Harris and the rest took the bait and ended up handing over their lunch money.

And Joe should have stepped aside long before he did.

Old glory

There’s nothing normal about any of this. Normal went out the window when Trump descended that damned escalator close to ten years ago now.

He was out of office for four years, but no one would have known that, thanks to a compliant media hungry for ratings, covering Trump’s made-for-TV life. He’s a manipulative media whore, addicted to attention, needy, getting older and less stable by the minute.

He’s being marginalized by Elon Musk and the graveyard full of Heritage Foundation stooges who seem not to have a problem with hastening America’s decay. Trump won’t stand for this. He’ll find a way to elbow his way back into the limelight, so we best be prepared for the next bizarre EO or boneheaded proclamation.

Jumping ahead, is anyone else curious about what we’ll actually be celebrating by the time our 250th rolls around next year? Donald and the rest will do a stellar job with that, too. It’ll be some sort of flag-waving extravaganza, I’m sure.

Riders…

I watched part of an interview Rick Beato recently did with the surviving members of The Doors—John Densmore and Robby Krieger. I found it to be a special thing—the three of them sitting in the studio where Light My Fire and other hits came together.

There they were, getting up in years but still fiery and sharp, reminiscing a bit, sharing details about who influenced them musically, about scouring LA for gigs, how certain songs took form and got recorded, and the brilliance of Jim Morrison and Ray Manzarek.

It had the air of three guys just sitting, having a conversation, with all that water having gone under the bridge and plenty of stories to tell. It was cool, for some reason. And Beato doesn’t ask just your run-of-the-mill, starstruck questions, though there might have been a couple of those.

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Lapses

Daily writing prompt
Have you ever unintentionally broken the law?

A group of us got stopped for jaywalking once, and I got a couple of speeding tickets in close succession.

The speeding infractions really got under my skin– not because I wasn’t driving a bit faster than I should have been, but because I had to pay fines and spend money that could have been spent in a hundred better ways, or saved.

Clown Car Deluxe

“Red, White, and Blueland…”; Trump sitting at the Resolute Desk, looking useless and irrelevant, while Elon holds court beside him, spewing vagaries and other bullshit, wearing that stupid hat, his son on his shoulders, I guess signaling that he’s just a dad like everyone else; Pete Hegseth in over his head, making believe he has something important to say in Brussels, all the while scaring our allies, making idle threats, and causing everyone in the room to think “what a douchebag”; Trump signing a special proclamation on the way to the Super Bowl, announcing the name change for the Gulf of Mexico; Gabbard and Kennedy, Jr. confirmed; pining for the bygone days of a Washington bureaucracy that’s in the process of being dismantled.

Only the best people with the best ideas. We’re winning again. Nothing but winning bigly. Winning all the time. Never have we seen such winning. We’re gonna get tired of winning!