Default Mode

Full frontal assault. This is what we’re witnessing. It’s not at all about saving us money, or being more efficient. Besides, “efficiency” sounds like a word pulled directly out of Elon’s ass, or maybe out of some Nazi code word manual, in service of creating that convenient, tongue-in-cheek acronym.

This is the Heritage Foundation and its ilk realizing the long dreamed-of vision for an America they’d prefer to see. Where the rich get richer and hold all the cards, and the rest of us are shmucks who they really couldn’t care less about. It’s certainly not the America the founders envisioned or risked their lives for. Bannon, Vought, Vance, Roberts and the rest most likely treat all that history as so much sentimentality and idealism that have no place in their more “realistic” understanding of human nature.

It seems there will always be people with motives in the sewer, people who give up too easily, who surrender to the usual siren songs of merit and power and money. Same old shit, except now it’s getting personal. It’s happening where it wasn’t supposed to happen.

Mejor que los otros

Daily writing prompt
Who was your most influential teacher? Why?

My high school Spanish teacher, Mr. McGregor. He was funny, intense (he was also the football coach), he took his job seriously yet also had a sense of humor. He made it very clear that he cared about the subject matter, and us. He spent a year in Guadalajara, Mexico, immersed in the culture and language. He wanted us to learn and would walk out of the room to cool down when it seemed clear we hadn’t done our homework.

He drove an MG Midget. I never had another teacher who came close to his passion for his work.

Looking back, it was an interesting dynamic: he was demanding, but no one seemed to mind. I wouldn’t be surprised to learn that he burned out and left the profession prematurely.

No Sugarcoating

Michael Beschloss, presidential historian, sums it up nicely, in reference to Donald Trump:

“This is not a president. This is a gangster, relishing the use and abuse of power. This is not a leader. This is a criminal, a malignant hustler who’s using the occupation of our White House to feed his ego and run roughshod over the morals and ideals that have inspired the world.”

Let’s add patsy, pushover, bully, and trash talker who scowls a lot and raises his voice and thinks this passes for toughness and resolve.

It’s only March in Year 1. We’ve got three more Marches to go.

Preferred Options

Daily writing prompt
What do you wish you could do more every day?

It’s a bit of a quandary. On the one hand, find ways to be more useful, purposeful. On the other, really make every day an open book with blank pages, totally open for whatever I feel like doing or not doing.

On the purposeful end, write with insight and passion, find new recipes to actually try, get into a stretching routine, expand my workouts at the Y, practice piano regularly, create a reading list, a household fix-it list, get going on the workbench I want to build, organize old pictures and slides, find an activity or activities that both of us enjoy, get out with my camera and walk around taking pictures, either service my bicycle and use it, or try to sell it, start learning about the stock market and dabble in some investing, find a part-time job that I’d actually be willing to commit to– as disappointing as that would be to have to contemplate. I still really like being retired.

As sad as it may sound, somedays I’m perfectly fine with wandering aimlessly. I’m still taking notes, though. Maybe I should gear up for the coming days– it’s looking like we’re all gonna be called upon.

Loaded for Bear

Chuck Schumer’s decision to vote for the recent budget CR has created quite the firestorm. A handful of Democrats sided with him, while most others—and many in the public—sound as if they prefer he vacate his post and leave Washington—something about it’s time to take the gloves off and play dirty like Trump and whatever his party is called.

The possible trouble with this is it would seem to play right into Trump’s hand. Playing dirty only causes Trump to break into his reserves of skulduggery, sink lower than anyone thought he could. He’ll see you and raise you. This reminds me of a scene from Community, where Pierce ends up explaining that either way, it ends with an explosion.

People may be concerned that Schumer could be in Trump’s pocket, but the way he explained his decision on PBS Newshour last night made some sense. Maybe Chuck is trying to save his own ass, or maybe he’s playing the long game, as he said last night. But maybe all this kerfuffle has really done is expose the reality of terrible options that having Trump in office always presents. Bannon and Vought and Miller and the rest want only untenable choices on the table, the lesser of two evils.

This is what we get when a complete disaster is voted into office. FOR A SECOND TIME.

Such a Price

The ceasefire between Israel and Gaza was tenuous from the start, perhaps doomed to fail.

Over 300 lives snuffed out. Just like that. In one attack, because Israel is on a mission to eradicate Hamas, no matter if innocents are in the way. Or are there no innocents?

It’s a battle of attrition, fueled by unfathomable hatred and distrust. And who knows, maybe Bibi was heartened by the recent U.S. attack in Yemen.

Hostages? They’re apparently a low priority. Expendable, even. Families’ feelings and demands are practically immaterial and irrelevant, maybe even a nuisance. The existential crisis for Israel takes precedence and likely continues forever, in practical terms.

Craving Approval

Daily writing prompt
What was the best compliment you’ve received?

Way back in a moment when it mattered, almost 30 years ago, I overheard a respected member of the congregation to which I was recently called say, in reference to me, that I was the real deal, or something to that effect. I was buoyed by that for a while, even as I knew I couldn’t let such things go to my head, and even as I felt I must have somehow pulled the wool over her eyes.

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It’s such an easy fix, right? A convenient cudgel you can hold over everyone’s head? You have more money than most everyone else, along with the power and visibility, and you yourself don’t even have to get your hands dirty—someone else is always doing your work while you float around in your own little bubble, shitting on the First Amendment and looking for the next poor shmuck to threaten with financial ruin.

Litigation is your bread and butter, right Donald? Threaten someone with a long, drawn-out process and financial burdens, and they’ll stay quiet.

That’s all you’ve got, though most days that’s probably enough.