Confidence Imperiled

Epstein.

I suppose, in some universe far away, one might argue that the Trump administration meets unreasonable resistance at every turn, so how can anyone expect him and the rest to have a real chance to implement their vision, such as it is, for America?

Let me be clear: I do not consider myself to be in this camp, I do not subscribe to this argument or point of view. And of course, a no-longer-silent majority across the country doesn’t, either. Trump and his spineless suck-ups have long lost our trust. When most of what exits his and their pie holes is a Swiss-cheese defense or outright lie, there is little he can expect in the way of confidence or agreement.

It’s a terrible place to be— for a nation’s people to have to entertain the possibility that some enemy is more believable than its own leadership. This is what appears to be happening in the ongoing back and forth between the U.S. and Iran. Trump claims one thing, Iran’s leadership says he’s lying, and we tend to believe Iran’s leadership over our own President. Trump of course has laid the groundwork for this crisis of trust. It’s his own damn fault.

It is unlikely that many of us can anticipate what will be coming next, other than more misdirection, empty promises, off-the-cuff dumbness, and Karoline Leavitt’s perpetually puppy dog, brown-nosed defense of the indefensible.

What’s that? Someone else will be shoveling the BS while she’s off on maternity leave?

Epstein.

Lots To Do Nearby

Daily writing prompt
Which is the best thing to do in your city?

The nearest cities are 25 minutes east of here and less than an hour’s drive north of us, where a person can shop and eat, buy a car or truck or other vehicle, get decent healthcare, check out a book, worship, play 18 holes of golf, dive into the local history that’s tied up in coal mining, take a walk or a bike ride along a major river, and then head into the hills that surround these urban areas to get away from it all. The landscape has character.

I actually live in a township, bordering a borough (they don’t call them towns in PA, except for Bloomsburg) that historically was a major outpost for tank and ammunition production during WWII, along with manufacturing of certain clothing items. And cigars. The local high school football team had a reputation not long ago for being one of the best in the country. They’ve since come back to earth a bit.

This area is also nestled into the ridges one sees on some maps of Pennsylvania, along the same major river, making for some dramatic landscapes. It’s growing on me, as we’ve lived here off and on for over 30 years. Rolling hills, hollows, scenic vistas up and down the river, farmland, fishing, golf, a few good places to eat, active youth athletics, and a group of leaders and civic-minded individuals who want the area to thrive.

Keeping the Lunacy At Bay

There is no change of heart in the offing. Trump and the clown car of ass kissers are going to keep after it, going to pile on the distractions and the insane requests for funding. They will not stop, because that’s the whole plan—keeping everyone guessing and off balance, coming close on occasion to appearing coherent and capable but never quite able to pull that off.

We are so far into the weeds now that we need a beacon, we need someone who can stay on the scent, who can anticipate next moves and not just sit in with the next panel of pundits and offer commentary and conjecture after the fact.

Job 1 at this point is to ensure that the November elections come off without a hitch, that there is nothing based in reality that approaches “National Emergency” status and generates the next stultifying Executive Order.

Weather or not

Daily writing prompt
What super power do you wish you had and why?

Since I can only have one, it might be elemental manipulation. A region needs rain? Coming right up. Another needs a break from sub-zero cold or endless high temperatures? Break out your shorts and margaritas or bundle up. Of course, such drastic reversals would probably generate their own adverse effects, but maybe the power is so complete that I can maintain a healthy balance.

Elusive

Daily writing prompt
What’s a mystery from your own life that you’ve never solved?

Great question, but the only thing coming to mind is always wishing for clarity when it came to what I should do with my life. I still feel like I missed some hints, missed out on a moment when things crystallized, and revelation provided a path forward with regard to the work I should occupy myself with in order to make a living.

I did end up as an ordained Lutheran pastor for 26 years, but never really felt comfortable in that position, like this was my “destiny,” even though others gave me affirmation along the way and told me this was where I needed to be. Instead, I often found myself wishing some other direction was taken, some other door had opened, because most days I felt like a fish out of water.

I wish I could have been like the folks who somehow “know” from early on that they will be a doctor, or an athlete, or a musician. I never had that clarity, or a sense of assurance that I was where I was supposed to be. But maybe that’s more rare than it’s made out to be. Maybe that’s not how it works, anyway.

Maybe it’s more about following a dream and putting in the work.

Now that I’ve been writing for a while, I realize that life itself is often a mystery to me. Why are we here? Since we have the wherewithal to ask that question, it’d be nice to have an answer that satisfies, that stops in its tracks this endless inquiry.

Animal Farm

It would be great if we could all get to take a trip to the far side of the moon and look back at Earth, just hanging there in the blackness of space. We probably wouldn’t have to go that far to get the lay of the land, so to speak. To be awestruck, maybe humbled.

Astronauts returning from such excursions appear to be changed people. Their perspective has been widened and enriched, most likely changed for the rest of their lives, which is totally understandable. I feel differently after just seeing the pictures the Artemis II crew took, though maybe only slightly more convinced of the fragile, wondrous nature of being alive than after seeing the picture Bill Anders took in December 1968.

Ah, the blue marble, the orb that might have many an alien sojourner thinking, “Ooh, now that’s different. Let’s take a closer look.” The aliens I envision speak excellent English.

I guess my point, if there is one, is that the poignancy of this earthly life, its meaning and significance, its mystery, its raucous, ugly, beautiful reality, might be lost on the universe writ large, and on many of us earthbound beings. As I’ve written in a previous post or two, I won’t be surprised if we someday learn that we’re either alone in the heavens, or that we are relative Neanderthals in comparison to other beings from far-off galaxies, whose existence may never be confirmed.

Point 1a is that I wish certain people who call themselves leaders could find, in their scorched earth quest for notoriety and power and wealth, room for humility and awe and gratitude. I wish they could suddenly realize that, more often than not, no one died and left them king, that no one knowingly gave them permission to be tyrannical, self-important scourges of comparable value and usefulness to the average deer tick.

Maybe Jeff Bezos or Elon could arrange for missions that would take Donald Trump, Vladimir Putin, J.D Vance, Stephen Miller, Kevin Roberts, Peter Thiel, Russell Vought, and the whole current Cabinet away for a while, on a trip around the moon, in close quarters, where no deals would be cut, only tasks at hand in service of remaining alive and taking a good long look at the planet and its inhabitants they apparently care next to nothing about—except as it, and they, can serve their agendas. I wonder how many would return alive.

A few may already be so dead inside that not even next-level space tourism would move them. Most of ’em probably wouldn’t go, anyway– I can’t imagine there’d be many steely-eyed missile people among that crew.

Admiration, Advice, and Inspiration

Daily writing prompt
List the people you admire and look to for advice…

My wife, my siblings and most of their spouses, our children and their spouses, our neighbor next door, Neil deGrasse Tyson, Stephen Colbert, Albert Einstein, Paula Poundstone, Paul Simon, James Taylor, Paul McCartney and all the Beatles– and George Martin; Alanis Morissette, Jon Stewart, Desi Lydic, Henry Louis Gates, Jr., Pete Buttigieg, Barack Obama, Winston Churchill, Alexei Navalny, Jon Leavitt, PoliticsGirl, JoJofromJerz, Pope Leo, Rachel Maddow, Brian Tyler Cohen, Leonardo DaVinci, Vincent Van Gogh, Claude Monet, Jim Lovell, Neil Armstrong, Sally Ride, Gene Kranz, Harper Lee, Jonas Salk, most any ER doctor, RNs who take their job seriously, our GP, a good mechanic, a good carpenter or plumber or electrician, and a couple of local farmers who work as hard as anyone I’ve ever known and are the personification of what people must mean when they use the phrase “salt of the earth.”

I’m sure I’ll think of others after submitting this.

Seriously

Five thousand American troops pulled out of Germany, shortly after Trump has a 90-minute conversation with Vladimir Putin.

Anyone else concerned?

Is this just more of Trump being a thin-skinned child in his beef with the German Chancellor, or is there something more sinister going on? Can anyone stop this idiot from doing more damage? And who’s putting him up to it?