Theater

Does anyone believe that something good will come out of the summit between Trump and Putin? I saw an interview with some Ukraine-Russia pundit last night, and the guy said this meeting in Alaska isn’t really about Ukraine.

Well, when is that effort going to commence, then?

A country that’s been under siege for three and a half years is waiting to hear its fate, and with no seat at the table, apparently. Putin isn’t going to budge, one can pretty much bet on that. And Trump doesn’t know his ass from his elbow, apart from a self-assessed acumen for “deal-making.”

This summit has farce written all over it.

Little Process

Daily writing prompt
How do you plan your goals?

Occupationally, vocationally, I guess it never really came together. In general, no formula, no step-by-step, little intentionality. I’d say haphazardly, informally, with occasional consideration of pros and cons, more based on need, and ideas that seem financially feasible.

By and large, I have never been a goal-oriented person. That’s my wife’s bailiwick. I never saw a use for a five-year plan, or asking myself where I wanted to be in five years, ten years. That seemed too much like going through life with blinders on.

I will say that once we commit to something, we get it done. But it’s never been a case of, “Well, now that’s done. What’s next?” As if it’s about just doing stuff to stay busy and have something to cross off a list or boast about. That’s plain exhausting to me, and for some reason hugely annoying.

It’s been a mix of practicality and an occasional bit of “what if?”, then figuring out ways to get there.

Half Life

Daily writing prompt
Create an emergency preparedness plan.

That sounds like more work than I’m willing to engage in at the moment. I will say that we do have a plan for evacuating the area, since we live near a nuclear power plant. We’ve got the potassium iodide pills, and we know we must evacuate to a town about 40 miles west of here.

The most sobering thought attached to this is that it’s not inconceivable, if an accident is serious enough, that we would never be allowed to return home. Our house and the rest of the houses in the local neighborhoods would sit empty, frozen in time, Chernobyl like– probably looted, and eventually reclaimed by plants and animals.

Inside The Ropes

Dad took my brothers and me golfing for the first time when I was around 14 or 15, I think, though it might have been earlier. There was a 9-hole course in town that provided a decent spot for learning the game. The unique feature of this course was a set of stone markers, one by the club house, the other on the 9th fairway, that denoted the landing and launch, respectively, of the world’s first liquid-fueled rocket by Robert Goddard in 1926.

I don’t remember where we got our first clubs—maybe we played out of Dad’s bag. In any event, I’ve been playing golf ever since, off and on, never getting really good at it, but at least able to hold my own if we play in tournaments or just for fun. It’s a relatively expensive game to play on a regular basis, so I don’t get out much. And I got my current set of clubs from my brother, who was a connoisseur of fine golf equipment.

The infrequency with which I play means that I have no reason to expect any consistency or to see much improvement. I’ve sort of plateaued in that respect. Still, whenever we get out, it’s great fun, an enjoyable time spent with people you like, in settings that are often well cared for and pleasing to the eye. Dad set the tone for that aspect of the experience—he loved being with his peeps, and he reveled in the scenery.

Golf has provided much enjoyment over the years. It’s a great game, so much more than chasing a little white ball around a field. And playing it myself only deepens the appreciation for the folks who play professionally. I envy that they get to win crazy sums of money, but am also appreciative of their level of proficiency. They’re crazy good at it, yet still have those occasional rounds where we are all reminded that they are human after all. The game has a way of humbling even the most accomplished players.  

I Hope I’m Wrong

In an absolute nightmare scenario, resistance looks like wave after wave of demonstrators trying to breach barricades, storming the Capitol and the White House, intent on rooting out Trump and his cast of misfits in an effort to get their attention and confront them with their cold villainy.

Law enforcement, National Guard, maybe the Marines and January 6th pardonees would likely not take kindly to such assaults, and demonstrators would be treated poorly, violently, with deadly force. There is a bloodbath at the seat of power, all because massively skewed priorities have finally been confronted by the belief that government of, by, and for the people is an ideal worth dying for.

Backing away from that worst case, what we currently see is Maddow and Hayes and a bunch of pundits preaching to their choirs, trying to keep the abuse in front of us but having little effect on what at the moment appears to be a stunningly unstoppable force intent on tearing America apart.

We get our daily dose of Senators and lawyers and vloggers railing against Trump and trying to rally us troops, but Trump just keeps destroying the rain forest and putting in place the means to stay in power indefinitely. He’s blown through the checks and balances, with the exception of an occasional judicial delay. Still, there is an ill wind of inevitability blowing, hints that we cannot, much longer, simply give voice to our dissatisfaction and concern. Even the ballot box won’t save us. The cost of resisting is going to get steeper.

Can this be true?

Just One?

Daily writing prompt
What is a word you feel that too many people use?

Just about any word or phrase has the potential to become cliche, because we’re all pelted with some iteration of 24-hour news channel or social media and exposed to a constant diet of well-worn verbiage from somebody. But I’m gonna go with either “devastated,” or “traumatized.”

I’d include the f-word, but unless it’s every other word that comes out of someone’s mouth, it’s the only word, in its various forms and uses, that offers true catharsis when someone is running hot or frustrated.

And I’m still trying to figure out why an “influencer” is afforded so much attention.

Sometimes Elusive

Daily writing prompt
What brings you peace?

I guess it would be this time at the beginning of each day– quiet, coffee, and writing. Purposeful, low pressure, just organizing my thoughts and trying to write something cogent and descriptive.

On the other hand, I’m not sure one can plan a sense of peace. Sometimes you don’t know it until you’re in the midst of it– when you’re tempted to say something hyperbolic, like “It doesn’t get any better than this.”

Your Government At Work

He is blatantly horrible. But he made it sound like he was gonna fix everything. People believed him, and now he’s back in office for another go ‘round. Unfathomable but true.

The latest attempt at a distraction from the Epstein story is federal agents patrolling the streets of our nation’s capital—you know, to keep the citizens safe from marauding hordes.

He’s desperate, folks, pulling out all the stops. There must be a long list of Things I Can Do To Distract the Public.

Good luck in Alaska, you dim-witted troll.