Observations

Daily writing prompt
What’s a quote that perfectly describes your outlook on life?

I’ve never read any of the Harry Potter books, but I came across a quote from J.K. Rowling from Harry Potter and the Sorcerer’s Stone that strikes a chord: “It does not do to dwell on dreams and forget to live.” I have no idea of the context for this, but it resonates with me, if only because it speaks to being so wrapped up in what could be that we overlook, avoid, or don’t recognize opportunities or serendipitous moments that might be staring us in the face and have a bearing on what actually is.

There are many others that could speak to my outlook on life, including one from E.B. White: “If the world were merely seductive, that would be easy. If it were merely challenging, that would be no problem. But I arise in the morning torn between a desire to improve the world and a desire to enjoy the world. This makes it hard to plan the day.“

Indeed.

Ever-deepening Resentment

Every new instance of crossing some line is met with initial disgust, maybe disbelief, but then we move on to the next injustice.

The recent news out of Blue Ash, Ohio is particularly heinous and has fomented straight-up and immediate anger. ICE agents are rounding up Haitian immigrants and forcing them to make a choice—either wear an ankle monitor or deport—forcing people who are here legally and with no criminal record to either demean themselves or return to a place they left for good reason, a place with all the markings of a war zone and devolved chaos, a place that our government is strongly warning citizens to avoid.

I’m just gonna jump ahead here. How can died-in-the-wool Republicans, and even MAGA loyalists, still support this behavior, this warped, archaic, hateful mindset and philosophy of life? How can anyone support this rot, this manufactured fear, this trash heap of concentrated laziness and ignorance and mindless obedience?

The disgust is visceral, and the crossed line just keeps getting longer.

Carried Away

Daily writing prompt
What are your top 10 travel destinations?

There are many places in this country that we haven’t visited yet– The Upper Peninsula of Michigan, Teddy Roosevelt National Park in North Dakota; Yellowstone, Yosemite, Sequoia, Sand Dunes and Rocky Mountain National Parks, along with less well known spots all over this land.

I’d like to travel to Japan and visit for a while, also Australia and New Zealand; maybe pay a visit to relatives in Sweden and venture into the other Scandinavian countries. And Iceland.

I guess that’s more than 10.

Currently

Daily writing prompt
What is your favorite quote?

Every time this topic appears, I choose something different. So this time around, I’ll use one from Bertrand Russell, since it seems a propos of the times in which we live:

The fact that an opinion has been widely held is no evidence that it is not utterly absurd.

Gettin’ Real

Yes, I guess he does live in my head rent-free. But what’s the alternative—to carry on as if he’s not there? Ignore him? That’s impossible.

His sympathizers, er disciples, wonder what all the hubbub is about, wonder why so many of us seem so perturbed by him. But The Base is a lost cause, zombie-like. They have no capacity, no willingness to entertain the reality that their hero is an empty vessel, mostly bark, little bite. They’ve swallowed the hook, can’t wriggle free. They believe what he’s saying, and what they hear on Fox News and the like.

One might think that, by now, they would be wondering why things aren’t better than they are, since he promised to do so much for them on Day 1. It must have something to do with not wanting to admit their error. They’re having trouble coming to terms with the fact that they’ve been lied to all along, that they got drawn in by an appeal to their own bigotry and misguided faith. By an overweight gas bag with a bogus sales pitch.

The Real Fraud

It’s enough to shake one’s confidence. There is a steady stream of half-truths and outright lies, statements intended to placate the public and prop up the markets. There is too much putting the cart before the horse, too much inexperience and willful ignorance, too much dependence on heavy-handedness and threats that often turn out to be empty.

We can bomb Iran into seeming oblivion and in the process deplete our own supply of armaments and come to realize that they can still fire missiles and drones at us and kill our troops and wreak havoc among our allies.

We witness, on pretty much a daily basis, the intentional weakening of institutions and programs that interpret the law, that monitor air and water quality, that scan the horizon for the next pandemic, that help with paying premiums on over-priced insurance and medicine. In general, we witness the stunning mishandling of responsibilities, shirking duties, all in the name of self-preservation and self-enrichment and vengeance.

“Progress” is a four-letter word, change is anathema, “wokeness” is a misappropriated battle cry. And right now, anything that raises doubt in our ability to defend against cyber threats only serves to increase the likelihood that Donald Trump and his League of Assholes will try to sabotage the November 3 elections, on the grounds that the results can’t be trusted.

The truth is, our own President can’t be trusted. Many of us, a majority of us, have known this for a very long time.

Intentional Ignorance

Daily writing prompt
What’s a skill you consider basic, that most people don’t actually know how to do?

Cooking, self care, conversation, etc.

For purposes here, I’ll say listening. It’s been getting tossed around the last few years because of entrenched opinions and world views. I’m not sure it’s that people don’t know how to do it, but rather that they purposely choose not to do it. I’m as guilty as anyone in this regard. Once one feels as though they’ve heard enough– or heard it all– then it becomes very easy to tune out, even as there is an insistence that all sides make valid points we should be aware of.

Another more cliched skill is handling a digital device, except this one may be more legitimate, though with an asterisk. People cop out and throw up their hands and say they don’t understand– or can’t understand– but really they just don’t want to try.

Sounds About Right

Daily writing prompt
Who is the fictional character you relate to the most?

Maybe a cross between Charlie Brown and George Bailey. Charlie is loyal and a bit wishy-washy, though at times can be quite determined; George is haunted by unfulfilled dreams and worried that his presence in the world has made little difference to anyone.

Untidy

Daily writing prompt
Do you think everything happens for a reason?

Beyond cause and effect, besides action and consequence, I have trouble believing that everything happens for a reason. That’s a pretty wide-ranging, convenient generalization.

If someone is always looking for a rational explanation, or a silver lining, I believe they may be grasping at straws, searching for something that isn’t there. Not everything in life can be made sense of, or wrapped up with a nice bow, or is possessed of some intrinsic meaning.

When a young child dies of cancer, or a couple succumbs in an accident on their wedding day, or war breaks out and people die needlessly at the hands of some cold-hearted politician on a power trip, there are few things less comforting than someone offering that God has another angel in heaven, or that some terrible occurrence is God’s will. If I hear someone say such things, I want to grab them by the collar and shake them awake.

Of course, I don’t do that. I instead grimace like I just heard someone scratch their fingernails on a chalkboard, then find somewhere else to be.

We go to great lengths to put a square peg in a round hole, to sooth ourselves, find that balm in Gilead, and tell ourselves that all is well when it’s not.

We grieve, we make peace, we lean on each other. We walk with a limp, learn to live with the loose ends and the mystery.